I hate myself , 我恨我自己

First of all, I need to apologise to everyone who my mouth and my words offended you before.

首先, 我要向所有人至上我最诚恳的道歉 假如我的言语上得罪了你 我在此跟你说对不起

As I know, I find out that a lot people dislike me. I can't constraint their HATES on me, that's what my personality made all these out. I'm very sorry, I'm very very very sorry. I know my mouth is cruel and malicious, I'm very sure that I've displease everyone ever and before. I'm not hoping for your forgiveness because you'll never meet me again.

据我所知, 我知道很多人不喜欢我, 我不可以约束他们, 因为这些都是我的人格自找的, 我真的真的很抱歉, 对不起. 我知道我的言语恶毒及残忍的 我非常确定我得罪了很多人. 我不会希望得到你的饶恕， 因为我们不会再见面了， 你也再也不会听到我这可恶的声音.

In the deep moon night, I can't even close me eyes. The image of I attacked people is in my mind. I knew it might bring fun for myself or someone, but I know someone is definitely hurted. Another one of my personality,"霸道" Overbearing. I'm always that high-handed. I knew this is really annoying and A VERY BIG SORRY to everyone.

在深夜里, 我根本不可以把眼睛闭上, 脑里全是一些我在用言语攻击别人的画面, 我知道会为自己带来欢乐, 但有一个人一定会受到心灵上的创伤. 我的另外一个人格, 霸道, 我知道那是很反感的, 我真的很抱歉.
You'll never meet me again, You'll never hear my malicious voice again, You'll never be annoyed anymore by my personality, I'm sorry.

你不会再见到我了, 你不会再听到我那"约束">的声音, 你不会再对我的人格产生反感.


对不起.


Good bye, my friends.
永别了, 朋友们.

Saving all my love for you

A few stolen moments is all that we share
You've got your family, and they need you there
Though I've tried to resist, being last on your list
But no other woman's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you
It's not very easy, living all alone
My friends try and tell me, find a man of my own
But each time I try, I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you
You used to tell me we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient, just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy
I've got to get ready, just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling when you walk through that door
For tonight is the night, for feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
No other man, is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night,

Undang test !

Early in the morning, woke up by the stupid gasby ringtone. Afterawhile i only noticed today got undang test OMG. quickly go and wash up then went to the MYEG for the test.

I answered all the questions in 9 minutes. When the moment I click ya, my heart almost pop out -.- . then i see see see, at first i thought i got 42/50, then after I see properly, only I know I got 50/50 LOL.




Result. 50/50 in 9 minutes

Happy Birthday Joey

Always the best.


Old friends.

Went to jusco with them. Watched Clash of the titans, quite nice and i love the Zeus's armor LOL. After that went to serdang '' HOI TONG'' steambot buffet for the dinner. Everyone ate a lot of food and back with a big big stomach O_O.


Happy birthday Dai sou aka joey. Hope you dont be too noob la ahahahahhaahah

Prelude.

Hello, Everyone. I'm back! The blog is woke up again! hahahahahahha.

Its been already 5months i never update my blog already. I think its time to revive it because I gonna share something new and some experience I got in my national service.

2nd Jan 2010 - The 1st day I reach Kem Teluk Sari Endau , somewhere in Johor. This place seem very strang
e to me. I dont know everyone because I'm the only one who come from KL. However, I can only survive till the end of this. Sigh.

Everything is in progress and under maintainence ^^

11th March 2010 - I already finished my national service. The last day i been in Kem Teluk Sari Endau. This place seem very familiar to me. I know everyone now and I'm not willing to leave them. It's a fact, we still have to leave each other and getting on different way and a better future. I hope everyone will do all the best for a better tomorrow!



Pieces of memory.